Shagged
I’ve been going out almost everyday since the 8th of Jan. Like, I never rest longer than one day. And I can say that I’ve been going out everyday since the 16th. My goodness, its so physically tiring. I go for interviews, family gatherings (they are never-ending) aka Wee’s family food fest, shopping, outings, blah blah; its no wonder that I’m feeling tired. And it doesn’t help when you can only fall asleep in the wee hours of the morning and hafta wake up like 3 to 4 hours later.
Outings
I love food outings! It’s the best cause I get to eat and I don’t really need to talk and think of what to say. Everybody’s busy eating as well=). Yeah, went down to aljunied the other day to look for claypot with long and tansy, but twas closed. Nonetheless, their zi char stall was quite nice. It’s the kind that you won’t mind going back again. And the best thing is, its quite cheap. Went back for claypot with tansy another day as we were around that area. Its quite confirmed that I’m going back again. Its damn good!
Naked fish with Sher was quite good as well. Other than the fish being a little tad dry, everything was like super worth it. You get a drink, soup of the day with a piece of garlic bread, a main course and a little cocktail for just 7 buckeroos. I couldn’t even finish the fries.
K-ing was fun. I mean, when only two people go together and you get to hold a mike of your own for 5 hours, of cus its fun right! Too bad tansy’s throat aint feeling well, cus I was on good condition that day. Oh oh, we found our favourite duet! As in, we found the duet that we are able to sing damn nice. Its Shan Hu Hai (yes I used to hate that song). I’m Jay Chou and she’s Lara. Hehx I’m gonna start listening to my Zhi Neng Bao Zhe Ni again so I can master singing that song,
Campus concert was not bad at all! Mj don’t organise campus concert, other than that time when they had Zhiyang to come in to sing two songs for the Meridian superstar. But that was only two songs so it doesn’t count! So when I went down to meet Sher for the Campus concert, I was quite taken aback. The people there are damn high cans! And Taufik just belt out super nice songs that make people melt. It was really quite fun. If not for that fact that I was feeling tired, I think I would have gone crazier. Oh, I got a taste of what it feels like to be part of the minority. And I took picture with super hot Carrie Chong! Lol.
Interviews
I dislike interviews. Everytime I go for an interview, I feel like I have to put on a different kind of behaviour, a different kind of act. It cant be help actually, after all, impressions count. We all have to act normal. Not that I aint normal, but I cant be bouncing around and talking rubbish to the interviewer, can I? Actually, I somehow feel that I could go on having interviews forever no matter how much I dislike it because I don’t really feel like starting work as well.
Work
Yes I'm working, contributing to the economy, trying to be someone useful. Oh whtever.
Today is my second day at work and I’m just getting used to it. Doing paperwork is fun cus right now, I aint feel like thinking, I just want routine work. And they are giving that to me, so I’m quite thankful. Most of the time though, I have nothing to do, and I’ll try to keep myself busy. Like clear the desk, explore the files and draw column lines. Reminds me of Country Road days when there are no customers around. Just that this time, I get to sit down. Well in stead of being stationed at the reception area, I was given a cubicle myself. However, my cubicle is right in front of the area where customers so that I can attend to them. My department is called the main office but actually it’s the area where the admin work is done. In the main office there are three rooms where the big bosses work. I’m outside with one of my supervisiors. He hasn’t given me anything to do yet and he’s always not around as he’s always going out to do sales. So I’m usually alone in the main office even thought there’s space for at least 8. Now I understand what Wan Theng means by the position being independent. Yeah I can so tell.
A lady has been giving me work to do when she’s free to come up to the 2nd floor (she’s based on the 1st floor). However, she doesn’t gif proper instructions! I mean, she gif instructions in bits and pieces, she don’t speak coherently, And I have got try to figure out things myself as I don’t have anybody to ask at my level. Calling her is not an idea as she’s so busy she’s always not at her desk. Just today, she lost the letter for the customer! I asked her where she put later but she can’t remember. Well, it seems like it doesn’t really matter as she dint even asked me about it later.
Something amusing happened today morning. I was at my desk when this lady came up to the office. I gave her the “can I help you what you doing here” look and she mumbled something. I thought I heard “I’m Martha”. She then proceeded to the cubicle in front of me and started doing I don’t know what there. I thought she was a previous employee that came to clear her desk so I dint really care. Then after a while, she came to my area and said excuse me and proceeded to use the phone. But before using it, she was fumbling with it. I then realized she took an alcohol wipe out of her bag to wipe the phone! I was like laughing and thinking to myself, this lady has serious issues man. Really, I was so amused I couldn’t even hide my grin. Worst, she seems to wiped the phone for very long and very thoroughly so I was even more amused. After wiping it, she began looking for something in her bad so I was thinking she’s probably looking for a phone number to call. Who knows in the end she pulled out a card and asked me to sign. She’s actually the telephone cleaner. And when I thought I heard “I’m Martha”, she actually said, “MA DIAN HUAI DE”.
I think for a little while longer, I’m going to get tired being bored. The have a really boring management. The average age is 30 plus. The next youngest to me is 25 and over.
School
I hate to admit this, but I miss school.
A lot a lot.
Results
I’m starting to get the creeps. As February approaches, I can’t help but feel scared. Days are passing by so quickly that this is really terrifying. I really do not want to find the Meridian letter on my letter box. The one with our house address in my ugly handwriting. I don’t think I can face my horrible results.
Life
Despite all the above, life is pretty much, empty.
I need more sleep.
Friday, January 26, 2007
If you are selected
I’m employed.
It seems so sudden. Like I only started looking for a job seriously this week, and by the end of the week, I’m employed. Funny, I don’t feel excited. Ok, maybe a little bit. But seriously, I don’t feel anything.
Employed = formal wear = smart casual = no t-shirt and jeans = shopping!
The funny thing was. Sinyee and I went for separate interviews on the same day and got employed on the same day. It also happened that both of our agents are from p-serv? And this is the funny part; neither of us send any resumes to p-serv.
So I’ll probably start work next week as a receptionist cum admin assistant. In short, office girl. I went to the office today and it seems like I have a lot of backlog to clear and a lot of duties to perform. So scary! Then there was like only one or two people in the office? Its all empty! I hope I have nice colleagues. Oh, the lady that interviewed me said that if the boss has to entertain clients, I may have to help him make coffee/tea? Even though she said its rarely, but still…I was in a momentary state of shock when she said that. And shewas so funny, She kept saying, IF you are selected, IF you are selected…And then she goes on to show me where are the conference room, meeting room, toilets, the pantry, where I might be sitting and so on and so forth. I mean, it’s so obvious right? Its either her skill at hiding things not very good or I’m damn good at my inferential skills.
PS: JiaJian’s married!
PPS: His sister, JiaWen aka CoCo look alike, the one with the British bf, is coming home next year to throw a wedding dinner!!!
PPPS: I have really handsome cousins!
It seems so sudden. Like I only started looking for a job seriously this week, and by the end of the week, I’m employed. Funny, I don’t feel excited. Ok, maybe a little bit. But seriously, I don’t feel anything.
Employed = formal wear = smart casual = no t-shirt and jeans = shopping!
The funny thing was. Sinyee and I went for separate interviews on the same day and got employed on the same day. It also happened that both of our agents are from p-serv? And this is the funny part; neither of us send any resumes to p-serv.
So I’ll probably start work next week as a receptionist cum admin assistant. In short, office girl. I went to the office today and it seems like I have a lot of backlog to clear and a lot of duties to perform. So scary! Then there was like only one or two people in the office? Its all empty! I hope I have nice colleagues. Oh, the lady that interviewed me said that if the boss has to entertain clients, I may have to help him make coffee/tea? Even though she said its rarely, but still…I was in a momentary state of shock when she said that. And shewas so funny, She kept saying, IF you are selected, IF you are selected…And then she goes on to show me where are the conference room, meeting room, toilets, the pantry, where I might be sitting and so on and so forth. I mean, it’s so obvious right? Its either her skill at hiding things not very good or I’m damn good at my inferential skills.
PS: JiaJian’s married!
PPS: His sister, JiaWen aka CoCo look alike, the one with the British bf, is coming home next year to throw a wedding dinner!!!
PPPS: I have really handsome cousins!
Monday, January 22, 2007
Dreams
When I was young, I used to have these horrifying dreams all the time. Simply put, I always have nightmares. And the “theme” of the nightmares are usually the same, I was not able to find my mother. We’ll go the shopping mall and then I’ll be lost and then I saw what I thought was my mum’s backview and I’ll approach this woman who was looking at mattress and then I’ll get a shock of my life when the woman turned cus it has a monstrous face. The only differences are the settings. There’s the maze, the old house with cobwebs and the jungle like market. Arh..thats all I remembered.
The funny thing is, ten years later, my mum tells one afternoon that she has a nightmare of not being able to find me. We were in Bangkok and we were separated. And then she thought she saw me at the corner of her eye and she followed me. She saw me went into this room and she followed me in. When she went in, the door closed on its own (drama!) and all the walls are white. But she doesn’t see me. There was no one in the room and there were no windows. All she sees is a towel hanging on a rack which was swaying. And because the room is “air-tight”, the towel is not supposed to be moving so she thinks the towel is me. According to her, she was damn scared.
I often wonder if that’s the reason why we aren’t going to Bangkok.
Now, instead of having dreams not being able to find my mummy, I have weird dreams. Such as dreams of pokemons kidnapping my mummy and I hafta go save her; in army uniforms with Sinyee going for military training; the MRT station being stationed in the Community Centre itself; classmates in police uniforms and on Harley Davidson’s; animals walking and talking to me.
Just today, I have another weird dream. I was supposed to be in PL but the building doesn’t resemble Pl primary old or new, old PL (LAS), PL (serangoon), new PL (LAS). I saw juniors and friends. I saw Jennifer in her pinafore, unzipped and blouse unbuttoned, just like the old days. She told me she just played basketball. I saw Yanyi in the sewn on belt pinafore telling me that she’s wearing Jessica’s pinafore (???). I saw Jessica opening our MP’s car door for him. I saw myself scolding the juniors not being able to do a proper push up. And I even saw Mr. Hon. I have absolutely no idea what is he doing there. Somehow, I mixed the MJ teachers, Secondary school teachers and Primary school teachers all up. Even in my dreams.
The funny thing is, ten years later, my mum tells one afternoon that she has a nightmare of not being able to find me. We were in Bangkok and we were separated. And then she thought she saw me at the corner of her eye and she followed me. She saw me went into this room and she followed me in. When she went in, the door closed on its own (drama!) and all the walls are white. But she doesn’t see me. There was no one in the room and there were no windows. All she sees is a towel hanging on a rack which was swaying. And because the room is “air-tight”, the towel is not supposed to be moving so she thinks the towel is me. According to her, she was damn scared.
I often wonder if that’s the reason why we aren’t going to Bangkok.
Now, instead of having dreams not being able to find my mummy, I have weird dreams. Such as dreams of pokemons kidnapping my mummy and I hafta go save her; in army uniforms with Sinyee going for military training; the MRT station being stationed in the Community Centre itself; classmates in police uniforms and on Harley Davidson’s; animals walking and talking to me.
Just today, I have another weird dream. I was supposed to be in PL but the building doesn’t resemble Pl primary old or new, old PL (LAS), PL (serangoon), new PL (LAS). I saw juniors and friends. I saw Jennifer in her pinafore, unzipped and blouse unbuttoned, just like the old days. She told me she just played basketball. I saw Yanyi in the sewn on belt pinafore telling me that she’s wearing Jessica’s pinafore (???). I saw Jessica opening our MP’s car door for him. I saw myself scolding the juniors not being able to do a proper push up. And I even saw Mr. Hon. I have absolutely no idea what is he doing there. Somehow, I mixed the MJ teachers, Secondary school teachers and Primary school teachers all up. Even in my dreams.
Saturday, January 20, 2007
surreal
I’m like listening to Daniel Chan now, and I feel so secondary school.
I used to like Daniel Chan a lot, before he disappear from the surface of the entertainment scene. I hope he doesn’t come back looking like Panda Xiong. And I remember I will buy his album every year. But I only started in secondary school because it was then that I have more moolah and want to buy this kind of things. And listening to him now bought back this familiar feeling, I don’t know what. Feels kind of warm and fuzzy, and surreal all at the same time. That could be because it was exactly the same feeling I had felt during that period of time.
I guess every period in my 18 years of life, it was kind of represented by a significant song ( Sherlyne feels the same!) During primary 5 & 6days were William So’s Wo Wei Ni Shang Xing and Melanie C’s Graduation. Secondary one and two was BBMak’s Ghost of You and Me and Xin Shao Nian Ju Le Bu’s Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui. Secondary 3 & 4 were mostly Stef Sun and Huang Yida. I can still remember vividly the whole class singing Yu Jian together. And then somebody else will suddenly belt out a Chinese oldie that went like “ Wo mei wang ji ni ni wang ji wo” . And we’ll laugh and sing together again. Those were the days when no one cares about image. Where backstabbing were all time low and everybody’s pretty much carefree. And if you are wondering where does Daniel Chan comes in, I pretty much listen to him since young, so listening to him again bought back quite a lot of memories.
But I can’t find a song to represent my life in Jc. I wonder if its good or bad. Maybe it was because I started to listen to a wider range of music. But I don’t know. Its like I used to listen to First Cut is the Deepest and I’ll think of ChenHui. And now, I cant even find a song to represent my two years in Jc. Don’t tell me the school song represents my stay in Jc very well, it does not. Maybe, there are other things to represent the two yrs and I have not yet realized.
Time passes so quickly and we don’t realize. Things that were once important aint no more. All because of Time.
I used to like Daniel Chan a lot, before he disappear from the surface of the entertainment scene. I hope he doesn’t come back looking like Panda Xiong. And I remember I will buy his album every year. But I only started in secondary school because it was then that I have more moolah and want to buy this kind of things. And listening to him now bought back this familiar feeling, I don’t know what. Feels kind of warm and fuzzy, and surreal all at the same time. That could be because it was exactly the same feeling I had felt during that period of time.
I guess every period in my 18 years of life, it was kind of represented by a significant song ( Sherlyne feels the same!) During primary 5 & 6days were William So’s Wo Wei Ni Shang Xing and Melanie C’s Graduation. Secondary one and two was BBMak’s Ghost of You and Me and Xin Shao Nian Ju Le Bu’s Dang Ni Gu Dan Ni Hui Xiang Qi Shui. Secondary 3 & 4 were mostly Stef Sun and Huang Yida. I can still remember vividly the whole class singing Yu Jian together. And then somebody else will suddenly belt out a Chinese oldie that went like “ Wo mei wang ji ni ni wang ji wo” . And we’ll laugh and sing together again. Those were the days when no one cares about image. Where backstabbing were all time low and everybody’s pretty much carefree. And if you are wondering where does Daniel Chan comes in, I pretty much listen to him since young, so listening to him again bought back quite a lot of memories.
But I can’t find a song to represent my life in Jc. I wonder if its good or bad. Maybe it was because I started to listen to a wider range of music. But I don’t know. Its like I used to listen to First Cut is the Deepest and I’ll think of ChenHui. And now, I cant even find a song to represent my two years in Jc. Don’t tell me the school song represents my stay in Jc very well, it does not. Maybe, there are other things to represent the two yrs and I have not yet realized.
Time passes so quickly and we don’t realize. Things that were once important aint no more. All because of Time.
Friday, January 19, 2007
Run through
Its been a busy week. There were so many things that I wanted to jot down but simply am too shagged to come online. Well, I have finally finished painting my room. Its hard work, not to mention the lugging home of that tin of 5 litre paint was done by me too. Now the room looks brighter and more spacious. But it feels weird. But that doesn’t really matter. Gonna drill in the noticeboard and clothes hanger during the weekend. Well, that’s what brother said, but who knows if he’ll actually do it. Ok, I’m mean.
The class gathering, it came and then it went. Well, its like that lor. I pretty much spend most of the time in front of the tv laughing at the comments that everybody is making about the wannabes on American Idol. And we came to a conclusion that the producers actually locked one side of the door on purpose so that the contestants will be malued when they try to exit. Food was good, place was good, cake was very good, arcade was fun. But I think I dint really talk to the people over there except the usual few? I talked to them online after that instead. Sorry lar, tv more important. No no, I think I just cant be bothered to socialize. Too tiring. The only people that I bothered to go and talk to are Izzat’s nephews because I cant talk to them online. Too cute to resist lar. Lol. And they don’t scream!
JiaJian’s getting married next week! So exciting, He’ll be the first cousin in my mother’s side to get married, in Singapore. Well, his sis actually got registered in London with a British bloke so I don’t consider it a proper marriage yet. Cause no tea ceremony and no dinner and not in Singapore. They’ll be coming back to Singapore 6 years later and by then, I may have cute little mix blood neice or nephews! Okok, I digress. Yes Jiajian is getting married, I bet it’ll be a grand affair since he’s the first male to get married. I still cant picture him in his groom outfit. He still feels like boy to me you see. It doesn’t help when he has a baby face. The tea ceremony will be on Sunday and the dinner is going to be held on Weds as the hotel was booked fully on Sun. Daddy’s saying that he doesn’t want to attend cus its Vegetarian fare. I simply have got no comments.
My weird body alarm is at work again. I used to wake up at ten no matter how late I sleep. Then it became more regular, like I'll sleep for at least 8 hours then I'll wake up. Recently. I wake up at nine regularly. Which is bad because I sleep late and I dont like to sleep early as the night is cool and nice for reading. And today, today i woke up at eight! I refuse to get out of bed i tell you. I just lie and lie and lie and take little "naps" till ten and i dragged myself up because i was hungry. I hope this doesnt mean that I'll start waking up at 8 regularly.
The class gathering, it came and then it went. Well, its like that lor. I pretty much spend most of the time in front of the tv laughing at the comments that everybody is making about the wannabes on American Idol. And we came to a conclusion that the producers actually locked one side of the door on purpose so that the contestants will be malued when they try to exit. Food was good, place was good, cake was very good, arcade was fun. But I think I dint really talk to the people over there except the usual few? I talked to them online after that instead. Sorry lar, tv more important. No no, I think I just cant be bothered to socialize. Too tiring. The only people that I bothered to go and talk to are Izzat’s nephews because I cant talk to them online. Too cute to resist lar. Lol. And they don’t scream!
JiaJian’s getting married next week! So exciting, He’ll be the first cousin in my mother’s side to get married, in Singapore. Well, his sis actually got registered in London with a British bloke so I don’t consider it a proper marriage yet. Cause no tea ceremony and no dinner and not in Singapore. They’ll be coming back to Singapore 6 years later and by then, I may have cute little mix blood neice or nephews! Okok, I digress. Yes Jiajian is getting married, I bet it’ll be a grand affair since he’s the first male to get married. I still cant picture him in his groom outfit. He still feels like boy to me you see. It doesn’t help when he has a baby face. The tea ceremony will be on Sunday and the dinner is going to be held on Weds as the hotel was booked fully on Sun. Daddy’s saying that he doesn’t want to attend cus its Vegetarian fare. I simply have got no comments.
My weird body alarm is at work again. I used to wake up at ten no matter how late I sleep. Then it became more regular, like I'll sleep for at least 8 hours then I'll wake up. Recently. I wake up at nine regularly. Which is bad because I sleep late and I dont like to sleep early as the night is cool and nice for reading. And today, today i woke up at eight! I refuse to get out of bed i tell you. I just lie and lie and lie and take little "naps" till ten and i dragged myself up because i was hungry. I hope this doesnt mean that I'll start waking up at 8 regularly.
Monday, January 15, 2007
little
sometimes, the best time in life are spent doing nothing phenomenal in particular. It doesnt really have to be something really BIG. No doubt that attending some once in a lifetime concert is a good experience, yet, one cant deny that its usually the little things that are more heartwarming. For example, talking late into the night with a close friend. Or just meeting each other every other day just because both of us are fed up with staying at home. Or ponning morning lecture together to go to Mcdonald’s for breakfast. Or buying sweets for each other so that we won’t fall asleep during lectures. Or giving each other morning call without the other party asking for it. Or checking out the eyecandies together. Or even spending time alone, reading a book in bed, watching tv, drinking 3 in 1 kopi, and just lie ard in the house aimlessly.
Or writing a letter with horrible scrawled sanscript-like writing and receiving a powerpoint as a reply. =))
Or writing a letter with horrible scrawled sanscript-like writing and receiving a powerpoint as a reply. =))
Sunday, January 14, 2007
7 signs that Chinese New Year is approaching
1. You cant move about ard the corridors because your neighbours just bought new furniture and they are all cluttered right outside your door.
2. You smell fresh paint
3. The shopping mall is congested. I mean, its flooded.
4. The shopping display, are all red.
5. You hear chinese new year techno by malaysian girl bands when you're in the shopping malls.
6. Your mother nags at you to clean up your room constantly.
7. You cant move about ard the corridors because your neighbours just bought new furniture and the old ones are all cluttered right outside your door.
There's probably more, but i haven notice them yet. I too, am caught up in the whole new year thing. Painted my room today but couldnt continue cus there insufficient paint. Decided upon one wall blue and three walls white. Yes there's not enough white. Finally I can wake up with my eyes feasted on blue. I have enough of pink and orange.
2. You smell fresh paint
3. The shopping mall is congested. I mean, its flooded.
4. The shopping display, are all red.
5. You hear chinese new year techno by malaysian girl bands when you're in the shopping malls.
6. Your mother nags at you to clean up your room constantly.
7. You cant move about ard the corridors because your neighbours just bought new furniture and the old ones are all cluttered right outside your door.
There's probably more, but i haven notice them yet. I too, am caught up in the whole new year thing. Painted my room today but couldnt continue cus there insufficient paint. Decided upon one wall blue and three walls white. Yes there's not enough white. Finally I can wake up with my eyes feasted on blue. I have enough of pink and orange.
Thursday, January 11, 2007
good day`
THE BEST BARGAIN OF THE DAY!!!! 3 Books for 11 buckeroos. Now, beat that.
Well, went for an interview today with Sy today. I can only say is xiong duo ji shao. But then again, it might not be the case cause its a big company so there might be managerial dis-economies of scale as they need very long to process certain decisions such as employing us. Got a shock as the receptionist was a PL girl. I cant rmb whts her name but woah, I was seriously shocked. After that, we head down to city hall and finally caught Night At The Museum. Now, will you please gif me some gum gum? I must say it was a pretty hilarious show as i was laughing out loud throughout the whole show. Thank god we changed seats after the lights went off as the theatre was pretty empty. The original seat was beside alot pf people so I guess its good we changed seats if not they'll be pissed by my horrendous laughter.
And then, we finally head to eat Carl's Jr. Like finally. After all the gaagaa-ing and stuff over that fast food joint , we finally went to have a bite of it. I can only say, their burger is seriously good. Ooh, the cheese!- drools.
And yes, now i shall touch on my bargain of the day, week, month, year,yearS, whtever. C'mon, I bought three books for eleven bucks!! Dont you feel excited for me. And guess wht, those books cost more than 50 bucks add together. I got it at Carrefour. They have this big wagon that piles lots of books there and i just started digging ( with loads of help frm Sy). Really must dig cus quite alot of books are just self help or children books or those fantasy books or those really boring kind. And why did i enter Carrefour? All because Sy wants to eat chicken. Kudos to the chicken then!
Yeah...I'm a happy kid. I feel so fortunate you know. Well well, superstar result show is starting! going off! Goodnight!
Well, went for an interview today with Sy today. I can only say is xiong duo ji shao. But then again, it might not be the case cause its a big company so there might be managerial dis-economies of scale as they need very long to process certain decisions such as employing us. Got a shock as the receptionist was a PL girl. I cant rmb whts her name but woah, I was seriously shocked. After that, we head down to city hall and finally caught Night At The Museum. Now, will you please gif me some gum gum? I must say it was a pretty hilarious show as i was laughing out loud throughout the whole show. Thank god we changed seats after the lights went off as the theatre was pretty empty. The original seat was beside alot pf people so I guess its good we changed seats if not they'll be pissed by my horrendous laughter.
And then, we finally head to eat Carl's Jr. Like finally. After all the gaagaa-ing and stuff over that fast food joint , we finally went to have a bite of it. I can only say, their burger is seriously good. Ooh, the cheese!- drools.
And yes, now i shall touch on my bargain of the day, week, month, year,yearS, whtever. C'mon, I bought three books for eleven bucks!! Dont you feel excited for me. And guess wht, those books cost more than 50 bucks add together. I got it at Carrefour. They have this big wagon that piles lots of books there and i just started digging ( with loads of help frm Sy). Really must dig cus quite alot of books are just self help or children books or those fantasy books or those really boring kind. And why did i enter Carrefour? All because Sy wants to eat chicken. Kudos to the chicken then!
Yeah...I'm a happy kid. I feel so fortunate you know. Well well, superstar result show is starting! going off! Goodnight!
Tuesday, January 9, 2007
drop
Today, I shopped. Till I dropped.
I guess I wouldnt be going shopping again for a long long time. Firstly, no more money. Secondly, shopping is seriously tiring. And did I mention I wouldnt be joining the crowd for New Year shopping this year? Cus I got it all settled already! And thats great cus I hate crowds. Now now, I can feel everybody's eyes on me full of envy. Haha. I guess I probably need a new bag, but heck, I can always carry the old ones.
I got an infection on my lip again. This time dont know kena what virus. Luckily, I still have some of the medicine that the doctor gave from the previous visit. There's a horrible ulcer on the wall of my lips and yes I'm bo gei. So eating rice is horrible cus the rice always goes around the holes. I always like to chew until my food is lan lan then i swallow. Now, I cant chew until the food is lan lan cus chewing isnt as efficient as before. So i just gave up chewing as it is seriously tiring. I just swallow and it sucks. And then, I began to start marvelling at the invention of porridge! Porridge and steamed egg are my new best friends!
Till then'
I guess I wouldnt be going shopping again for a long long time. Firstly, no more money. Secondly, shopping is seriously tiring. And did I mention I wouldnt be joining the crowd for New Year shopping this year? Cus I got it all settled already! And thats great cus I hate crowds. Now now, I can feel everybody's eyes on me full of envy. Haha. I guess I probably need a new bag, but heck, I can always carry the old ones.
I got an infection on my lip again. This time dont know kena what virus. Luckily, I still have some of the medicine that the doctor gave from the previous visit. There's a horrible ulcer on the wall of my lips and yes I'm bo gei. So eating rice is horrible cus the rice always goes around the holes. I always like to chew until my food is lan lan then i swallow. Now, I cant chew until the food is lan lan cus chewing isnt as efficient as before. So i just gave up chewing as it is seriously tiring. I just swallow and it sucks. And then, I began to start marvelling at the invention of porridge! Porridge and steamed egg are my new best friends!
Till then'
Friday, January 5, 2007
2007
I thought before more people asked me where I died to, I'll start something here (since the old diary is still locked) to let people know what I've been up to this days since I'm so bad at keeping contact and so lazy and so at ease with my new found freedom.
No, I dint die. Stop sending messages and ask me where I died to cus it hurts me so bad to know you guys want me to die so badly. And CHOY, its only been the start of 2007 and you want me dead. Tsk tsk.
Its a new year, and a new diary! Couldnt be more apt. Anyway, 2006 ended with a blast ( Mayday, Pinguan and budak pantai!) and 2007 started all too fine. I've checked all horoscopes and zodiac and they say that 2007 is a very good year for me. Hiak Hiak. Yes I'm superstitious and all but I'm just playing safe. Brother's been so kind to burn a hole in his pocket for me (and mum) and now he's struggling to get by. Made a trip down to IKEA as well and got new chair, new table lamp ( which suck cus the lamp is a defected good but i couldnt be bothered to bring it back to IKEA to get it changed cus it only cost $5.90 so i stick it with superglue and masking tape) and a clothes hanger! They got fabulous $1 hot dog buns and I was quite sad cus I dint get to eat the meatballs as the queue to the restaurant is horrendous! I just extracted two teeth today to get ready for the braces and still need to extract two more. Oh wells, so I'm bo gei yes. Its only the fifth day of 2007 and its been so eventful!
Now now, no wonder I've been so unmotivated to get a job. There's just so much to do at home! Yeah I'm pretty broke but staying at home aint need any money so I'm fine. Come to think of it, this is kind of the first time I dint feel bored staying at home after such a long while. Of course, I've been going out so probably thats why. Felt a bit weird on the 2nd though, cus during this period, I'll most probably be chionging h/w. Instead, I was arh....fooling around with sherlyne.
I haven made any new year resolutions yet even though I promised myself to make a list. I hope I'll make one soon before the lazybones set in again. I'm halfway thru drawing my shoe and mama said its nice! Woohoo~
Till then'
No, I dint die. Stop sending messages and ask me where I died to cus it hurts me so bad to know you guys want me to die so badly. And CHOY, its only been the start of 2007 and you want me dead. Tsk tsk.
Its a new year, and a new diary! Couldnt be more apt. Anyway, 2006 ended with a blast ( Mayday, Pinguan and budak pantai!) and 2007 started all too fine. I've checked all horoscopes and zodiac and they say that 2007 is a very good year for me. Hiak Hiak. Yes I'm superstitious and all but I'm just playing safe. Brother's been so kind to burn a hole in his pocket for me (and mum) and now he's struggling to get by. Made a trip down to IKEA as well and got new chair, new table lamp ( which suck cus the lamp is a defected good but i couldnt be bothered to bring it back to IKEA to get it changed cus it only cost $5.90 so i stick it with superglue and masking tape) and a clothes hanger! They got fabulous $1 hot dog buns and I was quite sad cus I dint get to eat the meatballs as the queue to the restaurant is horrendous! I just extracted two teeth today to get ready for the braces and still need to extract two more. Oh wells, so I'm bo gei yes. Its only the fifth day of 2007 and its been so eventful!
Now now, no wonder I've been so unmotivated to get a job. There's just so much to do at home! Yeah I'm pretty broke but staying at home aint need any money so I'm fine. Come to think of it, this is kind of the first time I dint feel bored staying at home after such a long while. Of course, I've been going out so probably thats why. Felt a bit weird on the 2nd though, cus during this period, I'll most probably be chionging h/w. Instead, I was arh....fooling around with sherlyne.
I haven made any new year resolutions yet even though I promised myself to make a list. I hope I'll make one soon before the lazybones set in again. I'm halfway thru drawing my shoe and mama said its nice! Woohoo~
Till then'
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