Sunday, June 1, 2008

Losing da mojo

I cannot see how I am going to cope with the next two months. To me, its an ordeal. To others, it might just be the norm. Or that my situation is even better than them. They can't fathom, they do not understand how I feel. Sometimes, I don't understand myself either.

I've only work for two days. Two days of waking up at 06.30 and reaching home only at 19.30. If I have tuition on that day, I'll reach home at 21.20. During the weekends, I have tuition in the morning. I have to be waken up by the stupid alarm seven days a week. I'll have a reasonable amount of money by the end of the month but I don't know if I can take it. I said I don't know because I have not exactly experienced the whole ordeal (situation) yet but I'll experience it this week.

But I guess I need to do this. May I get over it fast enough.