I've put on four kilos.

Hallelujah

sem 2

I can foresee that I am going to dislike this sem very much.

I dint manage to get all my choices in the tutorial ballot. I must have been too lucky last sem as I got everything that I wanted. I have been planning for a 3 day week this sem. In the end, I've got a 3.5 day week. 3.5 because the tutorial on wednesdays only fall on alternate weeks. However, tutorial is at 2-4pm so the whole day is wasted already. Imagine, I going to school for a two hour tutorial only.

Maybe I screwed up. If I know what I am goingto major in, I think everything would work out way better than it is now.

the first day

I started school today with a weird sense of familiarity. It was kind of distant after such a long break. I was already getting comfortable with my lifestyle. Yet, everything feels the same as before. Even LT 11 smells the way I remember it to be. It was the first thing that caught my attention when I enter the lecture hall. It feels like some kind of dejavu, but its not.

The bus was just as crowded in the morning. When I managed to get a seat, one of those door signs hanging on the railing dropped right smack on my head. I don’t know what causes it to drop but it was so embarrassing. I wonder what the person who was sitting beside me thinking when she saw it happened. Maybe she was chuckling to herself silently. And then I saw someone who was wearing the same shirt as me board the bus. I saw my ‘enemy’ twice in school today. She’s in one of the same lecture as me. Hopefully I don’t get into the same tutorial group as her. (I will just die.) Did I mention? I even recognized the sbs bus uncle when I boarded the bus on the way home.

Lectures today are really not to my liking. It was too blatant and too blunt in the morning and later, it was just plain boring. Maybe it’s just the first lecture. I should give myself and the lecturers more time.

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It’s nice to sit by the window at night typing this entry. It’s quiet, breezy and calm. I’m listening to this album by Emi Fujita that was given to me by Sweedy (or maybe Sweedy’s friend). It feels good to just, I don’t know, be alone for a while.

Ricky says that my house in the future will be very Zen because I like the feeling of being at peace. Maybe.

It’s just not right to start school now. I’m not ready for all the hustle and bustle.

shallow life

I’ve been working at this place with Sweedy and gang for the last week for a few days. And I’m going to continue with it for a few more random days this month. School is starting in a week’s time and I’m going to squeeze all the things that I am supposed to do but have not done in this week. Hopefully I can find the time.

My brother had started school already and while he was doing his homework just now, I did a very bad thing. I went to disturb him.

And I just realized that the primary school kids have started school already. I forgot all about it until my dad reminded me that I’m supposed to call my aunt to let her know when I can start tuition.

My life currently revolves around friends, money, shopping, food, movies and games. I know I know. I’m shallow. Life is good sometimes when you don’t have to think so much.

At a glance

I’ve spent the first day of 2008 eating and sleeping non-stop. Mama, brother and I went to crystal jade for brunch. We shared like 10 dishes (inclusive of dimsum) between us and I eat until I almost puked. No kidding.

2007 was a year that I don’t know what I was doing half the time. In my opinion, it went really quickly. I’ve spent the first 3 months of the year working at a company that was about to close down. After that, I’ve spent the next 4 months slacking my ass off. It was a period that I lived merely from day to day with random income from tuition. School started and it was time to get used to a new environment again. Semester one seems like getting caught in a tornado for me (kind of like, so this is it?) I was pretty much still a hermit and preferred to stick to my beloved ah tan.

In this year, I also cut the hair which I took 3 years to grow. My mama very much prefer me to have long straight hair but doesn’t deny the fact that I look ‘less old’ in my short hair. Also, she has a new hobby and that is to do my hair for me.

My brother called me abnormal. And he also has a new nickname given by Sweedy – Polar, which I thought was quite cute.

I’m still falling sick more often then I prefer. It’s always during the end of the year when this happens. Hopefully I’m going to be healthier in 2008.

As I said, 2007 was a year that I spent not knowing what I was doing half the time. I wished I could have settled some stuff in a more appropriate fashion. Yet, I wasn’t strong enough. I guess it doesn’t really matter now. (d’s p.)

I feel old.

I just saw my results. I think I did okay. But as usual, I'm never satisfied. Oh wells, I dint work really really hard anyway so I guess I got to be stuck with whatever I've got. Crap.

Went to IKEA just now with R and I finally got my butt rest. I dont know what you call those things. Those cushiony like things that could be tied to the chair so that you can sit comfortably and not get a butt ache. And before that we went to the market to get my 'childhood western food'.

I realised that my holidays are ending and 2008 is coming. I've yet to do any of those things that I said that I wanted to do before my exams end. Ok I did some. But I dint manage to complete my movie and drama list yet. I haven pack my room yet. And I dint get to run yet. Thats sad but I was sick!

I think I got it back=)

thank you baby.