The Afters

It weird that I'm writing here again. I haven been doing so for so long that I've forgotten my username and password, momentarily. Judging from the previous post, it seems kind of emo. Well I rmb, it was the pms tht did it. And the phone call tht woke me up over smth so trivial I almost blew my top. Times like these, you need an outlet so there it went.

These days, I feel as if I could do anything. Anything other than sch related stuff. Its amazing actually, the absurdity of it all. However, reality pulls me back sometimes. Like gravity. And then I rmb, the things that I am supposed to do (no doubt leaving them all till the very very last minute) and the convictions that I have made and am supposed to fulfill. Dreams, arh, are willing to come only with sacrifices and so I guess I must be prepared.

Time is never enough. During astro the other day, the lecturer was saying we use to only have 16 hours a day. Or was it 20? I can't rmb. And a million or a billion or a trillion yrs later, our day is gg to be extende to 32 hours! Isnt that cool? Anyway, thats beside the point cus at that time we'll probably haf more work to do with a different pace of life and such and pple will still want more hours.

Well, I just need some time to sleep. It seems like I'm addicted to my bed. I have a disorder these days thats resembles a permanent sticking to my bed kinda thing. Like someone had used superglue to stick me to my bed. There's this irresistable attraction to well, my bed. Even as I'm typing this, I'm typing this, in bed. I studied (studied isn't a very apt word to use actually, more of like read) for my last test, in bed. You all see where this is going? Its a vicious cycle.

I'm facing a problem now. I've got a tutorial, that I absolutely hate, to prepare for on friday and I can foresee that it's going to take a very long time. However, there's this Murakami book that I just got from the library and I couldnt resist it. Oh somebody, save me already!

je ne sais quoi

You don't sound like you.

fly fly fly

I'm a little upset with myself cus i have not been very productive in terms of studying.

But that email cheered me up. Yay I'm flying SQ when I'm coming back from Thailand! And I thought it was going to be budget airline. So I'm happy!

Damn it. I'm so easily contented/ happy/ whatever.

Ankle

I fell just now. At the gardens. Yes first fall of the year whatever.The ankle felt ok just now but now it feels like shit.

When I grow old and my hair turns grey, I'm so gg to suffer from my weak ankles and knees.

Awesome!

You know the feeling of being unsatisifed? The feeling of desperation to see and know more? The feeling that the world is just out there for you and you need to go and do something else that is more worthwhile than whatever you are doing right now? I get that sometimes. But today is just not that day.

Its also not the day when everything is not going your way. In fact, it is quite the opposite. Today is the day that I feel so contented and so satisifed. So comfortable that I dont know what else to ask for. I've got a group of dependable friends, my family, everything that I need. I even have Ricky's psp with me. Heh heh.

I admit that I was feeling a little sore today when I woke up, probably due to the CNY hangover [yes, I haven't quite recover from that yet]. I was kind of tired, and was suffering from bad morning flu. And the thought of staying in school from 9am to 6pm kind of put me off, especially when 12pm -4pm is a break. I was thinking of skipping the 4pm-6pm lecture initially. Miraculously, I attended it.

Today is just one of those rare days that I feel going to school cheers me up. That I actually enjoy school and the tutorials. Yes I enjoyed the lessons that I attended today. I dont know why. The tutorials were conducted normally. I met a few new people whom I think are nice and cool. Maybe it was due to the interactivity.

I remember I was feeling quite flustered as I have a lot of backlog and readings to clear. My assignments that are due this week are also not finished. Yet, I could sit back, relax, watch tv, play psp and tell myself, ' Arh, I could do all these later. Tmr maybe.' Thats how comfortable I am today.

I feel as if I'm living in my own world.

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Snippets of life

The other day, I was showering when my mum asked me to hurry up. By then, I was already dressing myself. When I came out from the toilet, my mum asked me in an astonished tone, " Why you bath got no water sound one, you dry-clean yourself arh?' (directly translated from chinese).

-_-'''

I've put on four kilos.

Hallelujah

SAMBA!

Sheesh. My boss’s daughter is putting ideas in my head. Now she’s making me think. As if I’m not thinking enough. Shall see how after the Open house.

Ok this post is random.

PS : Btw, if anybody got So Nice(Summer Samba), please send me!